Spoiled

I am spoiled. Ever since Zech and I got married, I basically saw him most of the day, every day, expect for a chunk of hours here and there.

This semester is anything but that.

I don't see him for 9 or 10 hours. I know this sounds really lame, and well LAME.

But today I just realized that I have been spoiled this whole time by his presence!

I've come to realize that he energizes me. Just his presence, and on the more bad days his hugs, rejuvinate me.

So, it's 4:30 and I'm physically exhausted from work and there is nothing to energize me! How crazy that love can do that for a person.

I feel like I'm going through something that I should have experienced the second week of our marriage! But God gave us our schedules for the last year and a half to work out to where we'd just always be around!

Let me tell you: I love my husband so much more than when I loved him 4 weeks ago. I didn't even know it was possible. Not seeing him throughout the day makes me long to see him all that much more. Not that I didn't want to before...it was just that he was in the other room so I just had to walk over! I know cherish the moments we have, and between you and me, one person isn't so enthralled with nagging and complaining....cough cough (me).

Well, there's my random rant for the day. I'll leave a few words of wisdom (or what I think is wisdom right now in my naivety)

Those who are single: find a guy that you miss every second of the day (but don't shut down and become incapable of living without him for those seconds! You'll become lame. Trust me.)

For those who are dating: Always make yourself loveable! The moments when you are not in a good mood or crabby, they will take away the good moments you can have with your man/gal.  You can never gain those back.

For those who are married: Shoot...I have nothing to say! I'm not a pro, I shouldn't be the one giving out advice to married people. Rather, it's like a share a knowledge with you. "Isn't love just amazing? Isn't the One who created this marriage stuff amazing?"